its been so long since i have to confine myself to the camp for 5 consecutive working days! the going-back-to-camp feeling totally sucks and its like following me all over the place recently... by right, as an ORD personnel, i shouldn't be bothered about going back at all but the fact is its not like i have total immunity for all redundant training going on right now... many people may think that since i'm going to ORD, i can just do for the sake of doing and just look forward to my ORD date but i'm still quite against the idea of having to put on my gear and do SOC all over again... its like when you think you are finally at the end of it and suddenly a dramatic twist will come in and all of a sudden you're not quite there yet... its exactly how we're encouraged to write our compositions when we're in pri and sec school, that instead ending everything easily, we have to go out of the way and introduce the dramatic twists to make them more interesting... now i think about it, i bet the characters in the story were probably cursing and swearing at the randomness of it all... brrr now i praying and hoping that the next 2 weeks will really really be my last 2 official weeks in camp... after that i will be in taiwan for one week and supposedly on off all the way until i ORD but right now, i'm just crossing my fingers and hoping...
as of right now, i'm still patiently waiting for jay chou's new album 魔杰座 to be released officially... okay maybe i'm getting a tad impatient cause nowadays there's really not many new songs around and i'm getting a little bored of my playlist (although its practically impossible to finish the playlist in my MP3 player)... i hope its will turn out to be a nice album although i'm starting to have my doubts haha... it will be out on the 15th, along with new freebies and i think i will take the time to go and collect it during my night's out cause i think it will probably be quite boring in camp anyway... but the problem is that i wouldn't be able to listen to it unless i bring a cd player aka discman along with me haha... maybe i'll bring one to camp, just for the fun of it cause its been ages since i sit down properly and listen to a cd without getting distracted on the computer etc... shall look into it before i leave for camp later haha =）
randoming: sometimes i wonder when is enough really enough... no one can really go on forever and ever without getting tired or exhausted but its so difficult to make enough enough... now what am i saying argh
randoming: sometimes i would think nobody would understand myself better than myself... isn't that right but yet i still don't understand myself that much haha... so probably no one would understand why i'm weird hah
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