Haven’t had much time to blog since the semester started. Other than CP taking up lots of time and energy, I can’t really say I was really that busy that I didn’t have any free time at all. It’s more like I was just mechanically finishing one thing and moving on to the next. Nowadays it feels like I’m just doing and nothing else – kind of like the “there but not there”, and I’m just doing and doing and there’s nothing else under all that “doing”. Probably means it’s about time to get out of uni, although I’m not sure what’s there to look forward to after I start work.
In an attempt to lengthen the blog post and simply illustrate the boredom and general state of unwillingness that I am in, I shall attempt to describe my current state of motivation.
My level of motivation for everything and anything right now:
1) about the same as squatting on the ground and plucking at grass randomly
2) about the same as opening and minimizing the browser immediately a hundred times
3) perhaps slightly less than throwing pebbles randomly into a pond
4) less than wanting to write a proper blog post
Yes, that’s it, cause I’m too lazy to think of anymore examples. I wonder if this is the most uninspired and disorganized post I have ever done – probably not I guess.
这世界不过是个找不到答案的执着