... ... ROTTEN DAY ... ...

went to sch feeling quite "sick" but not really that kind of sick u know...
juz not feeling too gd thats all...
there's some kind of lump in my throat whenever i swallow stuff there'll be an acute pain... but it seems to be go on and off throughout the whole day...
maybe getting sore throat or smth like that i guess...
sianz...

was quite unlucky too...
was reading through the written report during flag raising today when ppc walks past!!!
rite... u can guess wat happened...
went to find him after flag raising for a "talk"...
argh...
quite crap i shld 've faked my ans and not be so honest...
then maybe it wldn't be so troublesome...
he manage to pick on my hair and lets see... he digress quite abit so that he can pick on me in another area... humph...
suppose to go find him again later on to get back the written report...
went to his desk 3 times and he wasn't there all the time...
so irritating...
but nvm...
surprisingly i wasn't too bothered abt it at the end of the day...
haha...

went for cca forum...
wasn't really that bad...
always fun to learn sch "politics" haha...

i continue to think jue due superstar is so cool...
the idea of it is so fun and cool...
as in getting top singers who were like strangers to come together to compete then at the end everyone supposedly becomes friends a common interest...
ahhh... i can't explain it but i think the idea's cool so its cool =P

actually... today doesn't seem like such a rotten day afterall...
i guess rotten or not... it juz depends on how u see stuff...
brooding abt unhappy things only make u feel worse...
i'm learning to keep an open mind to everything... learning is the word though haha...
if only i can be so "open-looking" all the time...

... .. RETURNING ... ...

there are so many things that i didn't even know where to begin...
i guess i'm getting abit too tired to explain anything...
no one 'ld believe me anyway...
guess i need to take a break from everything...
time to return back to my private world...
adieos...

... ... DISAPPEARING TRACKS ... ...

so many things 've occurred before...
but it doesn't matter to u cause its wasn't u...
maybe the mirror is there u juz don't see the reflection...
watever the case...
maybe it doesn't really matter anymore...
its time for the snow to cover the tracks...

... ... A NITE OUT ... ...

went for cip in the morning yesterday...
spent like 4h doing ballon sculpturing... flowers all the way...
starting was super slow and came up wiht low quality stuff...
towards the end became much better haha...
but seriously got quite sianz 1/2way...
4h of the same stuff can drive u nuts haha...

after that went for lunch and pool until abt 4+
went to heeren and looked ard hmv until the rest arrived for the class dinner...
turnout wasn't too bad... had like 1/2 the class there...
anyway...
most of us didn't really eat that much...
i ate some roast chicken and mashed potato and shared a crepe with dawei and daryl... nice stuff =)
poor emilia wasted her money on her food which wasn't reallt filling and nice haha... arh well... money spent for a lesson learnt...
got quite freaked out and irritated 1/2way... shan't talk much abt it...
there's always a line between being irritating and trying to be funny...
i don't really 've a tolerence for ppl trying to act funny...
juz stay away from now on...

went esplanade after that...
arh well... enjoyed myself there...
the atmosphere, the breeze, the scene the feeling was juz cool...
pity its so far from my hse wldn't mind going there all the time...

gtg...
adieos...

... ... TMNT ... ...

finally the badminton tmnt is over!!
haha...
quite relieved now... finally can stop worrying over it...
overall was quite successful i guess... though there were some irritating blunders here and there but still... i'm quite proud of it haha =P
did smth all the way from scratch... how cool can that be... haha
hm...
actually there's still abit left... shan't celebrate too much yet... haha
only left with prize giving and abit more of admin work... shld be alrite i guess...
once those r done... i'll 've finished my major "project" for badminton this yr...
haha...

i seem to be missing out the most impt thing...
hahahaha...
72 won the tmnt!!!
BIG THANX to all those who represented the class - dawei, zhou hao, jia shee, bernice, wei jin and hui wen...
cldn't 've made it without ur haha...
ur helped us win our first offical prize for this yr!! yay haha...
thanx again for supporting my tmnt and more imptly for doing ur best for the class haha =)

... ... TOUGH DAY ... ...

hm...
today started out quite badly...
was late for flag-raising...
i was 1/2way across the terraces and like only 3 steps away before i enter the college section and then they had to start the anthmn...
they considered me late cause of that... was quite irritated abt it...

then went econs got scolding again...
wat the class comes in late then she had to complain and nag...
and it wasn't like we were super late... its was only like 5min...
got even more irritated by then...

then suddenly got complaints abt some class stuff and badminton stuff also...
like everything can be settled so easily and some ppl purposely want to complicate matters...
got super irritated cause of that...

managed to cool down and become abit more normal after a while...
no one managed to irritate me further yet... at least for today...
tml 'll be a diff. matter altogether...
sighz...