The 10 days long ICT was quite slack for me and I didn’t even have to go outfield or do much training. Most of the time, I was preparing stores for training instead but I’m not complaining, still better than wasting my time doing training and other saikang, although I did do COS for one of the days when there was a night’s out. That aside, this ICT was somewhat very alarming for me. It makes me feel like I have been standing there forever when everyone has moved on ahead of me.
And after getting a new computer desk and attempting to reorganize my room to accommodate my old one, the flooring in my room finally gave way and after much heaving and cracking and popping, there’s like a long fissure in the branching around on the floor. So now we have to redo my whole room. Spent the whole Saturday clearing my room and removing all the furniture, and now my living room is choked full of things and my brother and I have to sleep there as well. To restore my room, we have to get clear all the ceramic tiles in my room, remove the fitted in wardrobe. redo the cement, wait for it to dry, repaint the room, get new wardrobes, shift back furniture and things, and that will probably take 2 weeks or more. To be honest, I always have random impulses to throw away everything in my room and start anew, so it may be that this is actually a good opportunity for me. But still, I think its coming at too quick and too sudden a pace to redo everything at one shot, so it feels quite overwhelming, not to mention the hefty costs involved and that my dad has no taxi to drive now and seems to be having some difficulty in finding a replacement.
Finance outing was strange initially – I couldn’t figure out why nobody was asking about SEP so its weird when I have to fill the silence by asking about things in Singapore all the time and nobody gave much of an answer so I kinda gave up after a while. Or it may be that everyone was just waiting for the gossips and revelations to start. Not that I have not thought about it before, but now Weiren is also attached! I guess I wasn’t expecting that haha, but I don’t mean it in a bad sense, just that I didn’t think it would have to be this early. Oh well, I guess it’s just one of the wonders of SEP.
So, what to make up of this past 2 weeks? Its like everything is moving so fast and I’m not ready to deal with them yet. For certain things, I must admit I do not know where or how I am going to proceed. As for the rest, maybe I know what I have to do but I just didn’t expect it to be this fast.
Jun Ming messaged me just now saying that he ran some 八字 test for me online or something. Apparently mine is not bad and that I am supposed to have a smooth sailing life or something like that, although he doesn’t know enough to go in-depth. But still, I seriously wonder what to make out of that.