... ... V ... ...

finally a break from blks!!
woah i'm seriously drained out after mugging for these 2 wks... although result ain't gonna be proportionate to my efforts but then that's all i can do abt it for now...
so after bio today i'm gonna take a long break until sunday before i start studying for spa (eeks)
=)

went town today to watch v for vendetta...
hm... didn't know wat it was abt at first so didn't had much of an expectation for it...
turn out it was quite a nice movie haha...
its been so long since i watched a flim with some literary sense to it haha... in fact i thought it cld 've been a lit text haha...
there were snippets of it here and there where u're left to make some sense of all that's going on in the show...
and the main actor never showed his true face once for the entire movie...
cool eh? but really thats like the main point of the whole story loh...
unmasking the main character wld 've spoilt the entire meaning of the show and spoil its beauty haha...
and can u believe it? there was a 12th night quote in the movie!!!
arhhhhh... so cool lah!!!!!
"Conceal me what i am, and be my aid
For such diguise as haply shall become
The form of my intent"
i was quite excited by it 1/2way through the movie =)

ah... i guess i kinda missed lit... the gd old days

... ... BLKS ... ...

start of blk tests tml!!! (ignore the fact that gp started last term)

ready or not here it comes!

gd luck and all the best!

juz 1 last wk to go!

.. ... CHEEMELOGY ... ...

my blog has been on a wkly update basis for quite some time now...
and i think this 'll continue for at least 2 more wks until blk test is over but then doesn't necessary mean i'll blog more often after blk test haha...
cause nowadays nothing much to blog abt...
always the plain old routines in sch SOOOOO sianz... =(

took the GP blk test today and it was okayly bad...
essay was okay i guess... juz that i was writing a SS essay more than a GP essay...
and i didn't really elaborate much on my points also haha...
compre was cheem... so cheem that i cldn't paraphrase anything at all...
in fact i felt like i was coming up with my own points and ideas while trying to paraphrase some of the sentences haha...
so there goes my compre haha too bad then... its over anyway can't do much abt it =)

anyway...
i had a hard time trying to fall aslp last nite!
maybe it was partially cause i was mulling over some complex issue in my brain haha...
and the complex issue had nothing to do with GP at all!
i 've no idea why i was killing my brain cells over it when i've like GP blk test coming up nxt morning... i muz be mad loh...
i guess its juz the GP effect -> make u think deep abt stuff especially when u 've social dilemnas and u muz make informed choices using knowledge of science mathematics and the arts mindset that deals with the grey area and is comfortable with uncertainties and erm... smth
rite... i was actually pondering over the concept of time! (so relevant to my blog haha)




"CHEEMELOGY" AHEAD!
DO NOT PROCEED UNLESS U R MENTALLY-PREPARED TO WASTE SOME PRECIOUS TIME!!!





assume time to be linear and person A moves along with his life until one day he somehow went back in time to time T(0) in his past... (call him A1 from now on)
so at time T(0) there 'll be 2 person As, A and A1!
so wat's gonna happen nxt?

IF person A moves on with his life but do not travel back in time to T(0), then is it logical for A1 to not exist and fade away?
after thinking it through... i thought that A1 will not simply fade away like that cause from the moment that A1 reappeared at T(0)... the future of him going back in time to T(0) has ceased to exist already! => new start at T(0) => the "PRESENT T(0)" has been restarted...
no matter wat he do... his "new" presence at T(0) and onwards is bound to cause some changes, subtle or not, to the environment the circumstances and all that... this will then result in a future that is different from the original one!
SO reappearing back at T(0) means a new start for A1 and theoretically, all his links to the future, from which he came from, shld be cut off from him already
SO it is possible for A1 to exist even though A do not go back in time to T(0)

however, wat wld happen if A or A1 goes back in time to T(0) again?
so now at T(0) there 'll be 3 person As! [since in this timeline there's already A and A1 at T(0) already)]
so if u carry on this train of thought... it is possible for N no. of person As to exist at T(0) at any 1 time!
this means that (N-1) futures 've been destroyed by N no. of person As going back in time...
and there has been (N-1) no. of restarts of "PRESENT"!
if u can see it already... this ends up in infinity!

if u think a bit deeper...
everytime a person A goes back in time to T(0), the "PRESENT" is restarted and the original future is destroyed due to an alteration in the past...
this translates to the idea that it is impossible to go forward in time! since the original future no longer exist...
meaning these is no definite future ahead! that our future is actually based on the decisions we make presently!
cool rite? haha...
atcually there is abit more but i shall skip those haha...

RITE... thats the end of it for now...
if u r still reading this i muz congratulate u for making it this far without going nuts haha... like why in the world 'll ppl go and think abt such stuff?!?!
haha but of course i muz remind u that all that above only makes sense if time travel backwards in time is possible... if not then i'm sorry i wasted like 10min+ of ur time reading all that crap haha...
and of course all these came from someone who has a score of 10/10 for imagination in the 16pf so yeah u get the idea =)