February 17, 2014

OVER THE LINE

Starting work in 1 day’s time! I’m actually quite ready to start work, certainly had enough of lazing around at home. The only thing that I worry about is whether I can fit in with my colleagues there =X

Just when I thought I have made my decision and that things can finally come to a conclusion, I took a step over the line and I saw the tangled paths and towering obstacles spreading out into the horizon in front of me.

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I feel as if I have put into motion, a process that I can no longer predict and preempt. It’s a mix of fear and anticipation, hope and worries all at the same time. I have no idea what the outcome will be, but I know it will be one that I am personally responsible for, that I sought to make happen by my choice and actions.

It is in that, that we put our faith, and rest our case.

February 13, 2014

SELF

There are some songs that I have heard or liked for quite some time even though I do not fully understand the lyrics and the meaning of the song.

陈绮贞 <Self> was one of them. Actually I must admit most of her lyrics are a little too abstract and deep for me to comprehend fully. The song came up on my KKBOX playlist and I realized that I could appreciate what the song was trying to convey (or at least my interpretation of her thoughts/ideas in the lyrics).

It will take some time to explain my take on the lyrics but I will not be doing so. Some things are simply easier to experience than to explain. And some experiences may or may not come to pass, depending on your individual circumstances and choices. To each his own.