... ... TIMECRASH ADVERTED ... ...

OMG!
I"M BACK! =D
haha i mean i can finally visit my own blog again! isn't that cool?! =D
i was like "locked" out from my blog previously cause my ie auto close every time i try to visit my blog... but now its alrite again haha...
reminds me of a certain cc plot haha...
okay nvm point is i'm back hee

i've terrible "plots" up my sleeves which r like destined for failure...
haha wat am i gonna do?!
i'm so like out of ideas as to wat to get for ppl's bday...
darn... eh any help here?

... ... SYSTEM LOCKDOWN ... ...

crapz...
this is so irritating!
i've been denied access to my own blog!
although i can still log into blogspot and post entries but everytime i try to visit my blog my ie 'll auto close!
and this only happens for my blog url! other websites r perfectly fine loh and i can't even find anything wrong with my com or ie to start fixing it...
if this continues maybe i'll juz timecrash this blog permanently and start a new one =(
oh well we shall see...

Singapore Idol Finals was grest juz now...
all the nice songs and everything... i muz go and find the songs somehow haha...
although jonathan was quite gd also but i thought hady was more "convincing" however u want to define it...
yup so hope hady wins tml =)

... ... 2 OR MORE ... ...

there's at least 2 reasons to blog today!

1) Its Ritz's bday!
Happy Birthday!
Hope u like the special bday song haha =P

2) Its the end of prelims!
Finally its time to do stuff... yeah stuff...

actually... i think there's only 2 reasons to blog today.

... ... YI RAN ... ...

today is friday and we're 2 days away from the 1st paper...
and i'm still struggling to finish up here =(
i juz hate exams... they shld 've papers without time restrictions...
they can then eliminate pressure or stress variable that gives inaccurate data with regards to our intelligence...
bleah...

i was kinda caught off guard today...
i mean i was totally like not expecting anything...
it juz happened so suddenly so unexpectedly that i suppose i didn't really know how to react...
as a result i was giving "unintelligent" and vague responses that doesn't seem to ans the questions...
haha...
its juz one of those memories that has sunk rite to the bottom but a sudden and unexpected current brings it rite up to the surface... and u realise u 've no idea how to deal with it...
its really the wrong timing and wrong place...
nvm...

yi ran fan te xi rocks! =)

... ... THE REST OF MY LIFE ... ...

i 've decided that i want a green... no i mean tree... no i actually mean a greentreehouse =)
yes and i want an island to myself!
impossible? okay then a forest or a few km squares of it!
still cannot? a park with sufficient private space!
very hard? alrite alrite a small garden with a stream/river running through it... with some giant trees in which i can build a treehouse...
oh yeah... muz 've wireless and capable of supporting high-tech goods...
and 1 more thing... most impt of all NO INSECTS!
yup that's abt it...
thanx! =)

haha...
i don't think i'm weird to want to live in such a place... i think its the perfectly sane thing to do...
to juz while the rest of ur life away on some private peaceful serene place...
of course that's after u finish watever u want to accomplish... then its really time to rest and appreciate watever that's left...
haha for me... i juz want to sit on a tree somewhere... to juz feel the wind and listen to the leaves or watever music i want... and juz think...
and that 'll be like my life until time's up =)
and then its really a heaven already... (barring insects and other nasty creatures of course)
of course it wld be better if i cld 've my loved ones or close friends with me but i doubt they can take this kind of lifestyle haha =P
and i've quite decided how i want to be erm... laid to rest already but i shall not blog it here in case ppl start thinking i'm sucidal...
in which case i can assure u i'm not haha =)

i had a dream involving death a few days ago... but i wasn't the one that died haha...
but yeah somehow i juz started thinking abt it haha...
i think i think too much sometimes...
anyway now its back to prelims =(