... ... DO U GET IT? ... ...

Below is a fact.

Do u see the shaded grey that shrouds around us?
and in the shaded grey we seek for the darkness and the light that never did exist...
in the colours of our imaginations we painted our answers...
a line here a curve there to shape the world...
a tone here a hue there to colour the blank...
frame within frame we painted the air...
frame within frame we painted the empty space...
and i realise all said and done r but nameless shades subjected to the meaningless flow...
cause shades within shroud r but transient mirages to decorate the desolate.


Do u get it?
if u understand everything u're most likely on the same wavelength as me! =)

... ... B.S.H.L ... ...

the past 1 wk was quite "stressful"
thursday was particularly irritating cause it was the 1st session for badminton and got lots of stuff to take care of... and there were other XTRA stuff to irritate me also...
so i was feeling quite gd and refreshed on friday...
turn out i still got things to worry abt over the wkend haha...
but nvm nxt wkend is CNY liao... then can enjoy a long break haha...

went up to my grandma's hse to celebrate her bday today...
arrived aed 11+ and the food's there already but then got no one ard haha...
spent my time watching mtv channel while waiting for the rest to arrive... hm saw some intersting mtvs there... including the sequel to "Feng" mtv pity they didn't show the whole mtv...
anyway the rest arrived ard 12+ and we started lunch! buffet as usual but the food was a little more interesting than usual... had some shrimp fruit salad thing and mixed fruit honeydew sago haha... cool
after that juz stoned ard and talked with ppl yup...

started project B.S.H.L...
progress is approximately 2~5%...
've to work harder from now on haha...

... ... ORIENTATION CAMPFIRE ... ...

juz go back from 06 01 campfire haha...
was quite high this yr for some unknown reason... maybe its juz cause we seniors haha 've to set examples for juniors =)

watched the war games in the morning...
kinda imba everyone ganged ares and there were like 2 facs who were totally inactive... watever loh...
was hoping someone 'll try and kope the flags from other fac but no one did... so unexciting haha... 'ld be so cool lah running off with their flags...
fac session was super funny as usual... mr teh is like so cool lah...
crashed the fac judging at lt3 for a while then proceeded for a quick dinner before coming back for the campfire...
haha changed into my chinese high u... the shirt was like super short lah quite hard to tuck it in and had to borrow the shorts form daryl also... i think i looked quite weird in it haha...
the campfire was mainly presentation of flag and preformance by each fac followed by the fac dance...
ares fac's flag, performance and dance were super cool lah!!!
they shld 've won everything loh... except that some ppl 've weird and stupid tastes... okay nvm i shan't say more... u get the idea...
rite...
got high on songs and dances as per the situation every yr... haha...
only knew like 2/5 dances properly and forgot 1/3 of the songs we sang...
arh well nvm...
when in doubt juz jump and go "ahhh lahhh woooo waaa"... u'll be forgiven for not knowing the songs/dances immediately... it works everytime =)
rushed to kap afterwards and made a mad-dash in a bid to overtake 79 infront of us... haha
lucky zhou hao was smart and detour ard to the back entrance of mac and we managed to get there 1st before the other class...
sat ard for a while telling scandals and some of our exploits before playing a really quick game of polar bear... the polar bears were all killed within the 1st 4 or 5 turns i think... all thanx to the sounds of depressions made by the gamemaster when he chose the polar bears...
went off at 1130 to avoid missing the last bus or else i'm gonna be stranded in kap overnight...
thats the end of the orientation saga for now... but now there's JTS to look forward to haha =P

anyway its time for me to start on a few "projects" liao...
but then most likely i'll give up 1/2way haha...
see how it goes then...
adieos...

... ... JUNIOR 72ERS ... ...

had a kind of outing with the juniors today...
juz played stress in the afternoon then went function rm which was like super big... can fit 2 cts inside there comfortably...
anyway taught the juniors how to play polar bear and then had dinner before playing some more games... though there were quite a lot of breaks between everything... pauses and all that...
didn't do any forfeits afterall... juniors lost charades and had to drink bittergourd juice... other than that there wasn't much haha...
got quite tired 1/2way through suddenly then didn't really want to do anything haha so juz slack ard...
i played some eat as many marshmellow as u can then hum song for ppl to guess game... wasn't all that hard...
the marshmellow juz melts into ur mouth gross...
after that they played pepsi cola together and then it was home time and everyone left haha...

interacted a little with some of the juniors today...
well guess they were quite nice and fun... but i still can't remember the names... they juz look so alike to me haha...
in a way i thought this outing was quite okay... cause to me this was suppose to be more for them than for us... to let them 've some common experiences together haha...
for seniors its back to hmwk and tests liao... so sianz...

... ... FUNERAL ... ...

whew...
've been busy since friday... haven't had the time to do anything so far...
started on friday afternoon during bio lec...
received msg from my sis telling my my father's brother has passed away in the morning so i'm suppose to like rush home and go attend the wake (is that wat i'm suppose to call it?)
don't really know wat to feel... wasn't close to him and we hardly met each other other than during chinese new yr...
anyway stayed to meet my juniors first before going home for a quick dinner and rushing down to somewhere near jp for the wake...
didn't do much there on the 1st nite... juz sat there and stoned and occassionally serve some drinks to guests and all that...
went down again today... though we kinda slacked abit and only left hse ard late afternoon...
pretty much the same stuff again expect there were some monks there to chant and all that... and i'm like suppose to join in with the rest of the direct family members...
shan't describe the process here... it feels kinda impolite to do so...
got 1 more day to go tml... wonder how much of studying/work i can finish over this wkend...

rite...
sitting there with nothing to do the whole nite until the nxt day(like 12am each nite)... i managed to discover some intersting stuff...
1) i'm not only the youngest in my family, i'm also the youngest among all from cousins at father's side
2) my oldest cousin is apparently 50 yrs... 32 yrs older than me...
3) according to the ingredients list, HSC or isit HSF (forgot the actual name) wheat grass drink, known as "grass power) contains chlorophyll and i drank 1 packet of it juz now... cool
4) some ppl offer horrible greetings like "gosh... eat until so thin!" or "aiyoh... so much pimples on ur face!" (although A FEW bits of it is true doesn't mean u shld voice it out the minute u see someone)

heard abt a possible junior-senior party nxt wk also...
i really hope they 'll like us as their seniors =)

... ... FIRSTS ... ...

had my 1st bbq for 2006 on 1/1/2006...
supposed to countdown to the new yr with my family on 31/1/2005 but we cldn't get the pit so had to postpone to 1st day of 2006 instead...
wasn't too bad... had like 25 ppl there if i'm not wrong...
nice to 've a family bbq once in a while with all my cousins haha...
too bad the rain kinda spoilt it all...
rained at 5+ when we were abt to start fire then stopped after a while... rained again 1/2way through the bbq then we had to go to the void deck and bbq using aluminum tray haha...
lots of leftovers after that so each family took abit home haha...
the nxt day i slept the morning and 1/2 the afternoon away... did abit of work slept and then wake up to the 1st day of sch...

1st day of sch was super tiring...
slept immediately when i got home until abt 7 like that then wake up to pia econs work and study bio... sianz
saw my juniors ard among the j1s today...
eh heard like the whole squad is here... how scarey...
arh well... shall talk more after i see my junior class...
rite... better go study bio now i'm way behind time still 've like 2.5 sets of notes to go...
j2 is starting to get boring already...

... .. 2005 ~ 2006 ... ...

normally i wld 've a concluding blog entry on the last day of each yr but was too busy this yr to sit down and write a proper conclusion...
so i decided to skip it this yr and juz make do with a short entry on the 1st day of 2006...
before anything starts let me get on with the usual event recount on 31/12/2005...

went out in the morning to buy stuff and prepare for our family bbq later on tonite...
so was "busy" all the way until late afternoon afterwhich i rushed home changed and all that before getting to city hall mrt in the rain to meet up with the class...
went with daryl, gav, emilia, anna, kityeng, dranice, rachel, meiyi to eat at some place called Changing Appetite... the food wasn't too bad there i loved their chessy fish & chips though haha...
after that we popped into arcade for a short while... wat i did there was to watch other ppl play haha...
walked to the esplanade after that and not surprising... got frightened by the huge crowd...
rite... so in the end we decided to go rachel's hse to countdown instead... abit of no atmosphere there but it wasn't so bad actually haha...
had a hard time deciding how to do the countdown cause we 've like no accurate timing to go with except our own watches haha...
but we managed to see the fireworks!!!!
okay... fine it was part of the fireworks... due to some irritating trees and temple and buildings that juz had to stand at that particular spot and blk stuff out... so wasted lah...
anyway the fireworks was super cool!!! juz look at the designs they come up with!!!
there was this sparkling type, one that can disintegrate to give 4 smaller flares in the air... the usual exploding one and some others haha...
rite... this is getting abit long so shall end with i rushed home and managed to catch the lrt home!!

now on to some reflections...
let's see... 2005 hasn't exactly been my yr i muz admit...
not that i wasn't happy but alot of things didn't go exactly to wat i had hoped...
from the start to the end its wasn't a smooth journey... wasted lots of time sorting out things with myself and some of them was quite unfounded in the 1st place haha...
as usual.. my grades continue to deprove... its has been on the decline like since sec3 haha...
i miss sec 1 and sec 2!!!
oh well...
bad things aside... i made more friends in 2005!!! (like duh)
a surprising mixture of friends in terms of interests attitudes and such...
arh well mixture has its pros and cons...
not gonna elaborate much on it but things always get better when u 've friends ard =)
thanx everyone =)

2005's present to u is a yr of memories...
2006's present to u is a yr of possiblities...
ur present to urself is a yr of untold futures u can create with every choice and decision u'll make...
so Happy New Year everyone...
u 've a yr waiting for u don't let it come to waste yeah =)
adieos...