i suddenly feel that being emo is a privilege of youth ( i think i watch too much Honey & Clover ) haha...
isn't my new blogskin emo?! and the music too!
don't mind me... i currently in the process of celebrating "emo"ness - the wonders of youth =D
which is why i'm perpetually in a somewhat emo state nowadays...
i wonder how much longer it will be, before being emo becomes uncalled for...
i seem to have a thing for nostalgic flims and animes nowadays... or maybe its should be i always had a thing for such stuff...
now that i got started on Honey & Clover anime i getting addicted haha... its so nostalgic and full of familiar events and feelings and all that dejavu reactions its inducing in me haha... its nice to just sit back and reminisce about old things and old days... even though its a little lonely and boring during my off days, i guess i'm still quite satisfied that i got to spend some time alone just drifting along... so uneventful so boring but its feels great somehow... i really don't know how to go about describing it =X
i had the chance to pop back and visit my coy line on fri and i must say it really reaffirms my conviction that i should make the most out of my long break before i get myself trapped there again haha... i mean its nice to be able to see everyone again but the idea of regimentation and what not just kill whatever possible excitement i have about going back... It doesn't help to know i have to go back and clear so many things before i ORD... even though everyone's like saying its coming soon already but then i still feel that 5 months is such a long time... maybe its cause i'm still more prone to pessimism... well guess i haven't change that much or at least not to that extent haha
and i'm finally back from India! It's been a long 2 months and my blog has been dead since then haha but the thing is, now that i'm back, i don't really know how to go abt blogging abt this india trip of mine... it would be really tedious to blog down 2 months worth of events...
basically it was fun and interesting for me to go there and meet new ppl and experience new stuff haha...
lots of doubts at first but i'm glad things worked out quite well over there and yeah i do cherish the somewhat relaxing OTOT pace of life there and where there's no one ard to force you to do things that you don't like...
along the way there were some unfortunate things but we managed to sort them out one way or another and its really when such things happen that u get to know who's really on ur side and who's not...
its was fun getting all anxious and bothered trying to finish the particular anime/drama that we were watching at that time... its been a long time since i got the chance to do that haha...
it was fun going on "road trips" with just your friends along and it was fun playing with fireworks when there's no restrictions watsoever on setting them alight in India...
It was fun being amazed by nice hotels and just how incredible India can be...
it was fun getting excited at the prospect of stepping into a proper shopping mall in Agra and it was fun zipping along the streets of India in an autorickshaw and of which i almost fell off onto the road...
It was fun sitting in the India coffee cafe sipping mocha and chatting just like we were in Coffeebean in SG...
It was fun being there for all the new friends found =)