... ... SOME CRAP ... ...

4 or 5 days left before sch reopens...
getting abit tired of aimless hols... yup its aimless hols and not hols there's a big difference there...
but it doesn't exactly mean i look forward to sch...
i'm doing one maths qn a day haha... that's the max i can go with regards to maths (i still think it is the most useless subject being taught in sch)
i bet only 5% of wat we r learning now 'll come into actual use in the future... its wasting space in my precious memory which is already quite limited...
i'm sure its quite possible to come up with a super calculator or smth that can perform all these complex stuff without wasting time on formulae and XYZ rules watever...
so why bother to study maths?!?! god knows wat ppl r thinking nowadays...
somehow i think i'm the only sane one ard... hahaha

rite...
i kinda concluded that my jc life 'll be a failure...
to be more precise i think i'll 've like zero achievements in sch...
then that 'll bring me to the qn i've always been asking myself : "Who's to blame?"
then i'll go on pondering abt it and reach the same conclusion everytime...
and then thats it .( read as fullstop)
cause nothing's gonna change no matter how much i go back and look at it...
i can spend hours thinking "wat if" and "it shld 've been" but in the end... everything stays the way i left them in reality...
so to conclude i 've wasted my time pondering over such stuff for the past few minutes... and u wasted ur time by reading through it haha...
cause everything i typed there 'll achieve zero results and maybe the only thing it's done is to help u kill time if u r that bored...
wat an amazing achevement =)

anyway...
i feel like having some nice food for supper now... but my hse's like totally empty...
and i don't really feel like going out to get stuff at this hour...
why am i blogging all these down anyway...
nvm...
my bg midi sounds abit weird at certain parts but nvm thats not really the point...
eh so wats the real point of this entry?
i'm not that sure myself haha... =P

... ... CHRISTMAS ... ...

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

... ... THE KK EXPERIENCE ... ...

went KK hospital to do some cip today...
wasn't a very bad experience afterall...
juz sit there relax and crap while making new yr "cards" (more like bkmarks if u ask me)...
starting was quite slow... spending time trying to think of designs wat to draw and paste and all that... but towards the end i was like using the same template for all my cards haha...
it wasn't only me loh... in fact everyone else there did the same cause the woman there told us she values quantity more then quality haha so lame...
so by the end there are only abt 10+ designs alltogether in that 200+ cards haha... how sad...
but not as sad as those patients who r gonna get cards made by a particular someone (to be honest i contributed a few "failed" expts with my awful handwriting but not as many as ahem... a . h . s . o . u)
rite so we managed to meet the quota in the end and went for lunch at mac... which was followed by an intense lizards and cockcroaches discussion...
i realise i'm pretty lucky cause i've nice lizards in my hse who doesn't drop on ppl, bathe in mugs or shit on impt stuff among other disgusting crimes... those in my hse juz stick on the wall and stay there! so nice =)

2 more days to christmas!
i got like absolutely nothing on for christmas eve or christmas or boxing day so erm... there's not much to look forward to...
although there's nothing exciting to look forward to for christmas... its still quite exciting to know christmas is comng!
i think i've been quite nice this yr and maybe santa 'll drop by and give me a nice present this yr...
i hope he'll give me a stack of completed tutorials and assignments that includes all the hol hmwk and maybe those incoming ones in 2006 as well...
yup that'll be so nice =)

i think i'm mad haha

... ... FRUITLESS ... ...

aboveall i gotta admit...
this hols has been quite fruitless...

... ... PEANUT ... ...

it feels like i've been living in a peanut forever!!!
eh don't ask me why a peanut... the idea juz popped into my head so i'm not sure why also...
but anyway...
the idea is that it feels like i've been in isolation for the whole hols haha...
seems like i don't know alot of stuff and i've been missing out lots...
maybe its juz cause i don't really talk to ppl nowadays haha...
i need total silence and concentration to train my new skill... watever that may be (tell ur when i figure it out myself)
rite so i'm juz a little lost and slow in thoughts nowadays... got lots of catching up to do really...
'll see abt that when sch reopens haha...

talking abt sch reopening...
nxt yr sounds boring already...
i'm seriously not talking abt my rumoured tutors for nxt yr...
really i'm not!
stop that... i'm really not!
okay that's lame but u get the idea...
and i'm not gonna start complaining abt the hmwk part...
seriously i'm not gonna start so stop waiting for the bitching...
i mean like...
wat's there to complain abt it... everyone thinks the same way its kinda common knowledge...
so therefore i'm not gonna bitch abt it... yup never ever...

rite...
wats with all the crappy work over the hols?!
don't they know how students think? i mean like who's gonna do hmwk during the hols?!
that's like so no life... not that i've alot of it in the 1st place but its unethical to make it even worse off...
being the nice boy that i am of course i'll juz end up doing them...
but don't ever ask me abt the quality...
rite now i gekking out aqs everynite for the sake of doing...
u know... overdosage can be fatal yeah...
and i haven't touch the other subjects yet...
there's juz a few stacks of bio notes to browse through and a few billion brain cells worth of bio essay qns to finish...
then there's chem - healthiest of them all... juz take a look they're all organic! 've a few and u're on ur way to heaven! or hell whichever that is...
for maths i'm not saying much cause i've a natural handicap in it...
its not my fault its innate... they shld give some leeway to ppl like me...
how abt free jump of 2 grades upwards... its only fair that we compete on equal grounds with those who've a natural flair in it rite... =)
yup that's abt all loh... SO little rite...
teachers 've always been so kind and considerate...
worried that we'll get bored during the hols they juz drop off LITTLE presents for us to enjoy during the hols...
we really can't thank them. enough with all the presents for us,
life's miserable. without these presents
more trees can be saved. if we do online assignments,
our eyes 'll pop and electricity bill 'll rocket. if we play more,
we shld 've more life and i love these presents
not. i hate them!
=)

hm....
did i miss out 1 particular subject... strange i'm sure i didn't...
yup i think i didn't miss it accidentally...
gtg...
adieos...

... ... CHALET ... ...

back from my 1st class chalet for 2005...
stayed at NSRCC for the past 2 days with my class...

hm...
actually i don't really know wat to write...
its juz like any other chalet except that place's abit more ulu than normal...
spent the 1st afternoon piaing mr valles' farewell present... managed to pass it to him juz in time though towards the end... had to shorten alot of msges haha...
did mahjong ps pryamid game bowling bbq abit of outdoor stuff...
found a nice place at the beach... the view there was superb but we kinda missed the sunset... only saw an orange glow in the sky but it was nice enough...
eh...
surprisingly i slept alot for this chalet and it was on the nice comfy bed somemore... haha

now i'm back at home...
gotta start work already...
sianz... feels as though hols r over liao...