... ... PENGUINS ... ...

had bio lesson today...
poor wei jin didn't know it was 11 - 1 and arrived at 9 haha...
thankfully ours lasted 2h and ended on time...
so ended at 1 then we made our way to seoul garden for lunch...
stoned ard 1/2h before we went in...
ate ALOT then left ard 4+ or 5...
along the way there was stuff like "spiking" of drink, frying of egg, coming up with "chef-styled" food blah blah haha...
after which we stoned ard somemore then 5 of us went to watch madagascar...
woah sei...
SUPER CUTE!!!!
lucky i went to watch haha...

the penguins r the best!!!
really very cute !!!
wading ard the ship and doing amazing stuff like making sushi!! then the way they "fight" also... AHHH... SO CUTE!
haha...
got 1 small lemur i think... not sure wat animal it is...
got big watery eyes and fluffy look...
always get thrown out though haha... poor animal...
cute movie... glad i watched it haha =)

tml going overnight kbox...
haha sounds fun...
hope we 've a nice time tml regardless of any other stuff okay...
juz enjoy urselves =)

... ... dumb luck ... ...

missed bloggin abt a lot of stuff lately...
actually looking back they weren't much to blog abt...
juz the normal stuff loh...
but i was extremely happy on friday night after talking to some ppl...
sometimes i feel so lucky...
yay haha =)

oh man...
its the start of the hols and i'm already struck with some rotten luck...
wasted the electives wk and now my com's down...
normally that 'ldn't be much of a prob...
but then its the START of the JUNE HOLS!!!!
means i'll most prob die of boredom in my own home...
wat a wonderful start to the june hol...


better keep myself busy during the hols...
like keep going outings or something like that...
or worse come to worse i juz mug all the way for the blog test...
haha...
nvm still got some outings to organise and attend at least 3 but i think 'll 've more haha... at least i hope so...
1 for 4a... 1 for np maybe and at least 1 for 05s72...
see how lah... lots of things tentative now...

toast to a boring june hols...

... ... POOR MAN ... ...

friday...
went for bball finals...
girls match was rather uneventful... thrashed the other team all the way... haha...
boys match was super exciting... everyone cheering for the team to win but in the end still lost to tj...
the bball teams did a great job though =)

after that lagged ard toa payoh central...
went to eat at mos burger but wei jin and i totally no money at all had to borrow from hong zhen and yifang...
haha thanx alot 'll return ur the money soon... =)
after that went library to lag but left later cause very hard to talk without disturbing the other ppl...
went some foodcourt 1st to sit then went to walk ard before ending up in popular...
one phone call can either save/kill u... really its true...
after that went home liao... haha...

i was "online" the whole nite until 930am this morning!!!!
actually no lah...
dozed off halfway while in the middle of a conversation with ritz...
muz be all the lagging ard in toa payoh...
then woke up to find a conversation with chaoqun...
afterwhich i hurriedly off the com before it decides to explode infront of me...
bored now wondering wat to do... sianz...
shall make a trip to the library later to return some bks... but no money to do anything else...
sianz lah... poor man's life is boring =(

... ... SO ME ... ...

last friday was a stressful day...
2 spas and 1 maths test and i screwed up 2/3 of them yay...
oh well...
not gonna care abt them anymore...

went out on saturday...
bump into kian wei, ritz and 71 ppl there...
erm... haha...
didn't see them until i was rite behind them...
was planning to escape unseen cause i wasn't exactly in the best state to meet ppl...
but i thnk they spotted me beforehand so got caught...
abit dysfunctional and cldn't talk properly somehow...
so sorry if i seemed abit "disorientated" that time haha =)

been reading an enneagram bk lately...
says there r 9 types of ppl in the world... each type having diff characteristics...
quite a fun read... identify ppl to their type blah blah...
but got some ppl i can't figure out their type or they seems to overlap across 2 types or worse everywhere...

but i'm quite sure i'm a type 4...
shall skip all the very detailed stuff and juz mention some basics...
Authenticity is very important to me...
i've a deep turbulent emotional life...
blessed with sensitivity and emotional insights that is painful but in the right circumstances can be sourse of creativity and emotional authenticity...
suppose to be quite unique...
can be quite drama and melancholic...
thats abt it briefly... the rest too detailed to go into...
really is so me... haha

so yeah...
authenticity says it all really... i like ppl who r true to themselves and others... its juz a part of me i guess...
but erm... i'll only be true when u're true... thats my basic rule...
so means i may not necessarily be true to u... depending on who and wat kind of person u r... at least until u prove to be true...
thats the prob with me really... not easy to get to afterall...
for those who tend to be so false... so selfish... so lazy and unwilling to contribute... so quick to throw away considerations for everything else except ur own... so empty of emtions... i tend to hate ur alot...
so sometimes the more u show such things through daily interactions... the more i dislike u...
not that i'm perfect and i don't commit these mistakes but then i juz hate such ppl...

wonder why but suddenly i'm proud of the way i am haha =)

... ... DESOLATED ... ...

sigh...
wasn't planning to blog but ended up here anyway...
everything seems to be wrong with my life nowadays...
and i'm feeling so weary all of a sudden...
juz wanna let everything go then go and rest in some quiet place...
but some things juz won't happen...
read a bk that says i'm a type no. 4 person (elaborate more nxt time)...
looking at wat i gonna say i suppose its quite accurate...

guess wat...
i lost my entire pencil case today...
left it in lt3 during bio...
went back after chem lec gone already and its only 2 periods...
last wk also lost smth major/impt...
went back to terraces early in the morning to look for it again...
gone for like 2 days already but i still kinda hope that it 'ld still be lying there but then sigh... guess i hoped too much...
staff rm didn't give much of a hope either...
suddenly i'm blaming man for being so selfish... why can't they juz spare a thought for poor ppl like us and return watever stuff they find ont he floor...
i know its also partly my fault but then i juz hate man suddenly... can't help it sorry...
i think i'm hating all mankind here... i know its wrong but juz let me indulge in my hatred for now... maybe i'll feel better this way...

felt so torn apart today...
moving between sorrow anger and madness...
smile here frown there... happy here sad there...
the transitions puzzled me... and i wonder wats happening to me...
and its all cause i lost some stuff... seem quite trival leh...
i don't know maybe its not so trival to me...
sigh...

seems like my sky has fallen down on me...
there's no hope and no solution in sight and i remain lost in the ruins of my fallen sky...
desolated...

... ... WARNING ... ...

am in an extremely bad mood due to some unfortunate incident today...
shld 've know smth like this 'ld happen... left eye was twitching the whole wk...
so stay away from me for the whole of nxt wk...
especially if u r one of those whom i am always irritated by...
not in mood to entertain any form of crap or rubbish that u so happen to think is funny or amusing when they r not...
so juz shut and don't ever come near me...
thats juz the way i am when i'm in a bad mood... get used to it...
and don't say i didn't warn any of u...

... ... BREAK ... ...

had a much needed break on sunday...
went sentosa for class outing haha...
really needed to go out and breathe fresh air and escape from all the work and studying...
the beach seemed to be the best place to go haha...

anyway...
erm... arrived abt 45min past the meeting time...
left the hse abit late + bus came abit late + a jam so yeah...
anyway the rest were eating breakfast or lunch watever so i suppose its alrite?? haha
walked into sentosa cause queue for the bus was too long... nice exercise but the heat was abit unbearable...
went to the beach straight to 've some fun...
hm...
guess its still not bad lah... quite enjoyed myself there...
soaked in the sea for while, then played frisbee, abit of soccer, captain ball and volleyball...
haha thought volleyball was quite fun even though i ended up with a few minor bruise here and there... ah well noob wat...

jelene appeared with yifang and shiqi later too... haha nice surprise =)
anyway after everything went back to harbourfront centre and had dinner at pastamania...
erm... some intersting things happened there...
hui wen got a new pair of furry slippers to wear cause one of her slippers broke or smth like that, some prank was set into motion, unbearably creamy food for wei jin, jeffrey piaed finish his pizza without giving me any, fear factor between wei jin and shiqi and some other stuff... can't really remember haha...

after dinner went someplace to sit down... but got security guard there like bu shuang us then gives us the stare and all that...
moved away after that and went to rachel's hse that side there to slack ard...
lpayed indiana poker and had erm... a grp "heart-to-heart" talk... depending on how u see it...
got quite bored after some time cause the game kinda no meaning... i mean like its all rigged haha...
nvm...
stoned ard abit more then went home...
thats abt it for sunday...

wanted to blog abt smth else but entry abit long liao...
maybe nxt time then...
okay adieos...