OVERDUED

long overdue entry cause I didn't really have the time to sit down and write a proper blog entry last week...

but anyway I think the 72 gathering wasn't too bad cause like quite a lot of people turned up although some of them didn't stayed on after the dinner and some only came after the dinner... so at any one time we didn't have maximum number of people there haha but then its good enough just to be there =) had dinner at crystal jade first but we had 14 people so the sitting arrangement was kinda screwed up, with 10 at one table and another 4 at another smaller table... they didn't allow  us to merge the table cause apparently the tables were of different sizes (quite a dumb reason if you ask me but then again we are not the ones running the restaurant) after dinner went to Wala Wala doe some drinks and just to "chill out" but actually the place was smaller than what I had expected and it was pretty crowded as well so we were kinda spilt up into 3 groups... It was nice to be able to ask things like "what you doing now?/Where are you now?/What are you busy now?" made it seemed as if a long time has passed and yeah we getting old and finally getting together again... I don't mean its nice that we are getting old and all that but Its like you're making an attempt to cross the time period from when we last saw each other to the current moment in time... Its abit hard to describe but yeah that's just the way I feel... It was a pity that we didn't get to talk to everyone cause we were quite restricted to our own small group, with all the hassle of getting everyone out then you didn't get the chance to talk to everyone, its like one of those missed chances/opportunity that you let slip just like that... but that's done so yeah maybe next time then...

and I need to watch The Dark Knight!! really!!

just a side note, I'm totally in love with one of the D.Gray-Man music piece which was played by Allen in the latest episode... its so melancholic and nostalgic... if only I can learn to play a piece like that... sigh I'm going to listen to it again cya

BIRTHDAY'08

went for a really impromptu KTV ( I realise alot of us actually use Kbox when we really meant KTV ) yesterday with ritz, kian wei and another one of Kian's friend... its really the 1st time i went KTV with such pros and I was really quite paiseh when I sang cause I was like croaking (of course I'm exaggerating =X) infront of them... I'm actually talking about people that sing at the correct pitch of songs like 曹格's 背叛, some of 周杰伦's songs etc, either that or its because I'm just noob haha... you can probably see how in-a-spot I was in, so naturally while they gravitated towards the normal-high end songs, I conveniently stuck to the simpler ones... I must admit it was quite fun to sit there and listen to them cause kian wei's friend is like really quite imba, he really should go sing outside or join some external comp haha... apparently the 2 of them have been taking singing lessons so yeah I guess taking lessons do help, or maybe its just talent haha... and the thing is they introduced me to another place to go for KTV ( which is really like so much more cheaper than Kbox and Partyworld ) and the facilities weren't all that bad also, only thing being that their songs aren't as updated ( It didn't have songs from 林侑嘉 onwards ) and that I heard it has a somewhat sleazy section as well... I hope I will have another KTV session soon haha =)

went for Hellboy II movie with Kevin, Aaron and Chao qun after that, I was quite satisfied with it although somehow I kept thinking its abit on the long side, possibly just a little bit too draggy, or maybe it was I was really getting tired after the previous KTV session haha... but anyway I still think its one of the must watch movie this month! and there's enough open-ends for them to work on another sequel! and there's Dark Knight next week! Its been way too long since I start getting excited over movies haha

and Sat's gathering is more or less finalised but then I really have no idea about the turnout haha... hope to see many of them there as possible but there's a different between reality and idealism, whatever that means...

and finally the last bit for myself,
Happy Birthday!
thanx to all those who remembered =)
although it means I'm already in the 20s zone but then I think I will celebrate first and worry about the other implications later =D

ENTERING JULY

and its finally already July...

its been 2 months since i've been back from India but it feels like alot has already happened/come to passed but yet it feels like I haven't really register all the events and changes in my brain... like things are still the way they were and everything will just drone on as usual - nothing unexpected nothing exciting nothing special to look forward to nothing to change for... but i guess its just the denial that comes when the way starts to branch and turn from the usual one-way road... I'm gonna miss the ORD personnel again and its a real bummer cause I will have 1 less friend to talk to from tml onwards and its a constant reminder of the 4 VERY EVENTFUL months I still have before I ORD myself... and i know i'm going to face more madness soon cause soon we are going to be the most senior specs in camp... meanwhile i guess i will try my best to stay sane... i hate it when life does it to me like that =(

好想要挥霍 by 盧廣仲

我穿戴整齊面對 瘋狂的世界
不管今天面對誰 微笑是必須
就算妳不在意 我微笑的原因
是我僅有的自信

我慌亂面對你轉身離開
不管未來 快樂 是不是我的必須品
我只能再一次 安靜作好準備
妳下一次出現

總在午夜夢醒 家徒四壁
是甚麼包圍空虛
好想把我的 全部都給你
一個人 多平凡的期許

總在人潮散去 瞬間覺醒
全身力氣得不到安寧
從不曾揮霍 好想要揮霍
好讓明天繼續

我慌亂面對你轉身離開
不管未來 快樂 是不是我的必須品
也許早已否定 我所有的努力
愛已不會降臨

Baby,午夜夢醒 家徒四壁
是甚麼包圍空虛
好想把我的全部都給你
一個人 多平凡的期許

總在人潮散去 瞬間覺醒
全身力氣得不到安寧
從不曾揮霍 好想要揮霍
好讓明天 繼續

我要的生活只有那麼一種
卻無法一個人 點滴的過
直到今天還不能放開昨天的手
誰來 救我

午夜夢醒 家徒四壁
再沒有甚麼包圍空虛
好想把我的全部都給你
兩個人 彼此間的必須

總在人潮散去 瞬間覺醒
全身力氣得不到 片刻安寧
從不曾揮霍 好想要揮霍
好讓快樂繼續

從不曾揮霍 好想要揮霍
沒有甚麼是必需

that aside, there's a few movies i want to watch in July!
1. Hellboy 2
2. The Dark Knight
3. Some Jap cyborg movie (not sure if it's coming out so soon)

LAZY ENTRY

too tired to blog properly so here's the summary:

end of OpsVL!

and i'm on off until friday!

there's a slew of new plans to unveil but they are currently all in the works so nth's really confirmed !

I have the urge to splurge so yeah my bank acc is going to leak again!

莫名其妙地被一大群人搞到我有点不知所措，一直陷入那种socially awkward moments! =(