LOUSY FEELING

haven't been blogging for ages... its either that i'm getting quite lazy nowadays or its the general lack of substance to make up a proper blog entry hah... even though i have plenty of free-time to waste this week, its been really hard to sit down and get myself properly started on a blog entry haha... and the funny thing is i don't even have alot of things to do during my free time... that basically summed up the whole of this wk for me =( (i decided its better to frown instead of putting a smiley face)

yeah anyway, the only things that i'm doing nowadays are reading books from the library, playing games on PS2 and my desktop, watching drama at a rate of 2 episodes per day, attempting to start and finish some movies, randomly picking songs to listen and going out once or twice in the whole week... there are some points in time that i wouldn't mind having nothing to do and just stone/blank out in the house the whole day but unfortunately this isn't one of those weeks... my attention span isn't that long and i start getting bored of things after a while and there simply isn't to keep me occupied in the house... so fpr the whole day you'll see me drifting from one thing to another aimlessly... having overspent by quite a bit this month, i'm also that reluctant to keep going out and spend more money and somehow even though it seems like it has been an eternity, October refuses to come and i'm still stuck in the last week of November -> means pay day is still a good 10+ days away!

i'm really feeling quite empty on the inside =(
i have this urge to go and start learning something totally random.

ANOTHER BUSY WEEK

this has been a rather short week for me, due largely to the succession of cohesions I have been attending over the last 2 days...

had platoon cohesion on thurs, when we went for lunch at Kushin Bo at Suntec... It was actually my 2nd time there (1st time being my very 1st platoon cohesion when I just entered the brigade last year) and the food was like really normal... I mean there really doesn't seem to be anything special about it that would make me want to come back a 3rd time... actually i wasn't really that keen on coming back here in the 1st place but then again, I didn't want to go through the hassle of finding another place... talk about being lazy but sometimes its really difficult to push things along when you're doing almost everything yourself...

today was company cohesion and we went all the way down to khatib to play paintball... okay seemed like a really innovative idea but I was really quite put off by the stench and mud down there, partly due to the non-stop rain for the past few days... but yeah I was honestly quite annoyed at being dragged all ther way down here to drown myself in the stench and mud... paintball itself was quite okay but it really hurts when you actually get hit by the pellet... now I have this bruise on my shoulder where i was hit by the pellet... and my one and only pair of pt shoe was soiled with mud but i couldn't afford to throw it away like everyone else, and to make thigns worse I forgot to bring another pair along to wear back home... so I had to wipe away the mud with my hands cause I couldn't afford to get it wet by running it under the tap... it wasn't as gross as you imagine but its just like irritaing and troublesome... at least i got it to be reasonably clean so that it wouldn't attract people's attention when I was on the MRT subsequently...

and we finally manage to sit down and plan our taiwan ORD trip... it was practically impossible getting them to sit down and think through it in camp due to the ever-present evil of the PSP... until now I still think of PSP as a very anti-social device but you can't really blame me for that cause I have bunkmates who can hide in the bunk the whole day just playing with the PSP, other than coming out for meals and what not, the rest of their time is spent on the PSP... so you can't really blame me when I start to avoid the bunk for all the obvious reasons... but anyway we finally got down to planning it today in Mac at Khatib (yes we had to get ourselves outside before any actual work can be done rather than doing it in the comfort of the bunk or camp)... so things are a little more clearer now after like about 1-2 months of delay... hopefully things will flow more smoothly from here onwards...

I'm currently watching legend of the condor heros 2008 version on crunchyroll... so far I'm quite hooked on it haha and I think I'm gonna start 篮球火 soon, although I'm still quite positive that I'm gonna be quite turned off by Jerry Yan but then there's alot of good comments about the show so far so I'm just going to try it out and see how... and it seems like alot of nice animes are going to be released soon! right now I'm not really watching any anime other than world destruction and D.gray-man so I have the time to divert to drama haha...

and there's MAF tml but i can only make it at night... paiseh to zhou hao cause I was supposed to help him for the past & present but I can't make it now cause i need to go PLC and mount some rovers for ATEC on Monday... hopefully he has found someone to replace me already... once again sorry for the trouble =( never really plan anything for MAF this time cause yeah I'm not really that free and its quite dumb for me to organise something that I'm not gonna attend... yup so I'm leaving it as that and we shall see how everything goes tml...

okay that's about all for this long entry... cya