LITTLE THINGS

I seem to be rather active for the past 2 weeks...
maybe its cause i was recharged after my 2 months' stay in India or maybe it was just because I haven't been hanging out with everyone for so long...

but either way, i kinda shocked myself when i compare myself now to how i was before i left for India... Its really quite a big jump from the moody self-contained lifestyle to the ad-hoc random little outings i'm having for this week... but maybe its just because June is an eventful month with people's birthdays popping up all over the place and little incidents here and there... whatever the case i'm glad i manage to have a little fun myself before i go into OpsVL for the next few weeks...

on one of my little outings to town this week, i bought 五月天 离开地球表面 live concert dvd on impulse... don't ask me why but yeah i suddenly feel like grabbing it off the shelf so yeah i ended up watching it just now and it was super nice haha... its just really quite high (i suppose its really how a 五月天concert has been like all along) and somehow all their songs sound much nicer than the cd versions, or at least those that i didn't like or didn't notice when i listened to their cds previously... but yeah i just wanted to say i enjoyed it =)

in the process of watching the Japanese Honey & Clover drama now, i preferred the anime version cause somehow it focus more on life itself, besides the usual themes like love etc. but as of now, the drama seems to be leaning too much towards the theme of love that they undermine the other more meaningful themes that were present in the original anime... the cast for the Jap drama is actually quite gd and some of them really resemble their anime counterparts alot haha, not like the Taiwan version of which i was like "!!!" all the way when i watched the 1st ep that day... although the Taiwan version is more faithful to the original anime but then somehow the cast just doesn't seem to fit in as well and the transition form one scene to another is really a little jumpy and incoherent... so i guess the anime is still the best in the end haha

and i realise so many of us are lost when we have to face our future... from one day to another we just forget about it and bury it somewhere within us but every once in a while when we are reminded about the choices we have to make, the paths we need to take, it gets a little overwhelming and the things that normally hold true tend to crumble and fade like passing illusions... I guess i'm lucky to be able to secure a place in Uni and that i have more or less decided on a course to study... even if i'm still unsure if i'm headed in the right direction, even if one day i will come to hate myself for making the wrong choice, but at least right now, i know this is the path i want to take... and i'm lucky to have secured the proper train ticket leading to my destination... so it really sucks when i'm tongue-tied and stuck in front of the rest who aren't as lucky as me...

i guess i need to work that much harder to get the right words out =X