today has been a most frustrating day for me...
went for cls lunch today and i got "cheated" into ordering chickn chop instead of the better chicken pattie but frankly that wasn't much of an issue haha at least nxt time i know wat to order and wat not to order... anyway after that didn't know wat to do as usual cause i seriously didn't know how to plan for it... its really super hard to find things to do somehow and i always wonder if the problem was with us or do other ppl also face the same situation sigh... so we juz ended up walking ard doing nth basically and headed home after that... sometimes i wonder why i always want to 自讨苦吃 maybe that juz goes to show how 荒谬 i am... seriously i really sux at times =(
got more frustrated with myself subsequently over some random ancient issue that i shldn't 've bothered to care but it juz stuck itself into my head to make me feel even more depressed... how i wish everyone wld start out at the same footing but that wld probably sux... life juz isn't that MMORPG that u can go in and everyone 'll be the same at the start and u're actually allowed to go and customise urself to your liking subsequently... actually i've no idea wat i'm talking abt or how that analogy actually proves anything so yeah i guess i'm still in a somewhat irritable mood... which reminds me of how i actually accidentally send out a rather pointless msg to ALL my contacts in facebook juz now... i was like "oops" when i discovered it after pressing the post button but by then its abit too late to undo it so oops... so sorry for wasting all ur time but i seriously wonder how ppl 'll think and react after seeing it haha... they muz think i'm a super bo liao person but i guess that isn't so far from the truth...
i'm supposedly on leave all the way until like nxt yr although i've to go back to do COS duty for a few days inbetween and this is definitely a bad way to start the hols =(
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