officially out of SI after the end-of-course event yesterday nite...
hm the last day of anything will always be that nostalgic haha...
i stayed in SI the longest ever since i enlisted into the SAF... Bmt and sispec were like 10wks respectively and this signal course topped it off with a total of 14 wks haha...
even before leaving i'm thinking i'll miss the stillness of SI although sometimes it gets so deadly boring but there's a peace and quiet there that i kinda like... somehow i doubt unit life 'll be that peaceful haha...
there's too many nice chaps there in my platoon that i'm gonna miss...
my bunk is so slack and nonsensical that somehow no matter what i think, there's this fuzzy sens of belonging that juz grows on me =)
but i guess there's always a limit to everything to make it all worthwhile so its only reality that we shld go our separate ways someday...
there's alot of "cld 've beens" here for me to throw away and hide somewhere within but i muz admit i had a great time here haha...
thanx everyone and cya some other day =)
nxt stop is gonna be 4SAB in Kranji Camp...
rite now i not that keen abt going there anymore haha...
sigh fate sux...
hm the last day of anything will always be that nostalgic haha...
i stayed in SI the longest ever since i enlisted into the SAF... Bmt and sispec were like 10wks respectively and this signal course topped it off with a total of 14 wks haha...
even before leaving i'm thinking i'll miss the stillness of SI although sometimes it gets so deadly boring but there's a peace and quiet there that i kinda like... somehow i doubt unit life 'll be that peaceful haha...
there's too many nice chaps there in my platoon that i'm gonna miss...
my bunk is so slack and nonsensical that somehow no matter what i think, there's this fuzzy sens of belonging that juz grows on me =)
but i guess there's always a limit to everything to make it all worthwhile so its only reality that we shld go our separate ways someday...
there's alot of "cld 've beens" here for me to throw away and hide somewhere within but i muz admit i had a great time here haha...
thanx everyone and cya some other day =)
nxt stop is gonna be 4SAB in Kranji Camp...
rite now i not that keen abt going there anymore haha...
sigh fate sux...
Why, or Why Not
to get my happiness i have done everything
but have done nothing to be blamed and accused of
the sound of footsteps became louder everyday
then i noticed the fact there was no time
I was a believer in life to be myself always
and was asking whether I would be alive
give me a reason why not to adopt in this way
or judge me to be guilty of my incurable sins
tell me why or why not, complaining way too much
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me
the whole world was at a complete standstill
and i was in fetters, at the mercy of the mob
the silent warning became louder everyday
then i kept pretending not to hear
its meaning had been in the eyes of beholder all along
it had grown dark before i found a sign
among the nonsense tragedies, what on earth you are looking for?
you only have to be honest to yourself and your own fate
tell me why or why not, complaining way too much
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me
there is no one who knows there will be nobody
except for me all the world has gone mad
so what is forgiveness you are willing to withhold?
what is the well-being you are willing to make?
now what? so what?
don't you come interrupting me, oh please,
while i am interrupting myself
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