who's gonna believe that even army dishes out homework nowadays?!
so much to accomplish and so little time to do... not to mention the drastic overload of info every single day that sometimes it feels like i my brain is actually aslp even while my eyes and ears continue to process and take in the info... in short i'm kinda in a "vegetative" state if u know wat i means =X
its hard to feel "platoonistic" when there r so many screw ups but yeah i'm crossing my fingers and hoping that things r gonna start improving from nxt wk onwards... esp so since SI is gonna be pretty crowded once all the recruits and octs start pouring in...
wonder if i'll get to see anyone i know hm...
guess we'll find out soon enough eh
every once in a while i'll be reminded of juz who and wat i am rite now... and there'll always be these nagging doubts hanging ard and i'll be wondering if everything now, in this present state and moment, is alrite the way they r...
somewhat alone somewhat aloof i guess i'm really juz moving in a diff. timezone from everyone else...
that aside, one way or another, i'm gonna make full use of this xtra break i've this wk and actually do some stuff for myself... sometimes in life u juz gotta put in the xtra efforts urself instead of waiting for freebies to drop from the sky...
and i wish i still believe in that...
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