... ... FAR AWAY ... ...

1st day of sch and everything's wrong...
oh well...
wat else was i exactly expecting...
sianz...

had to become homologous chromosomes with daryl...
haha... so lame lah...
was quite paiseh down there... like everyone staring at u and u juz don't know like wat to do so stone there...
juz my luck today...

blk test was a total failure as far as i can see...
was quite disappointed with my horrible grades...
sigh...
suddenly like all the hardwork wasn't really worth it...
why bother to study so much when all u get at the end is disappointment...
but i know better than that...
everything's so justified...
sad case...

watched "Lost" juz now...
can really understand wat the korean woman was going through...
as in that part where she was abt to leave the airport at 11:15...
when u experience it u'll know wat it feels like...
like all along u thought u've made up ur mind abt smth...
then at that very last moment...
when everything else hinges on the decision u make...
u r suddenly afraid, confused, unwilling to let go unwilling to miss ur chance...
and in the end finding urself moving back to square 1...
and everything moves on perfectly...
to everyone... except u...
so how far can u really go for urself?

*i'm standing in the wide open field...
staring at the far away horizon...
did u not notice...
that the earth is as long as wide as the sky?
a subtle sadness in the winds...